Low Low Low Low

Friend Leaving

My friend is going back to where she belong and this means I'll increase my level as a quirkyalone very soon. But halt.... Does that mean I'll have more chances to travel? =]

"Sibling"-Ship 

Mr Yeo marked a semicolon in his relationship with his ex-girlfriend and just when he thought the relationship might be better during/after the cooling period, situation turned worse and he pronounce "dead" in this 2.5yrs relationship. I've been through this and the only advice to him is "face it".

Work Anxiety

I'm seriously feeling useless in every projects that I'm involved. The minimal comments I gave was always ignored/rejected and the feeling of being treated like an immature working adult sucks. 6 years of working experience and yet I'm being treated like a small kid. Anything to do with my looks? I second that. Just because I choose to behave bubbly when talking to my colleagues and be silent in most discussion/decision making doesn't mean I have no adequate judgement that I ought to show.

Colleagues are being non-cooperative and this causes a delay in my work that the auditor need. My fault? Why is it so that arrows are always pointing at me when I am just a worker. I really drag being in a coordinator role in every job that I've done. I am utterly disappointed with the management, still. Always not knowing (or don't even give a damn) to the things that I'm doing. Just because as an OCD, I clear my tray (my fault again for hating to see things laying in my in-tray?) fast and my documents are always neatly placed on my desk; I am being seen as though I don't have work to do? Nonsense.

Nevertheless, I'm actually happy that the complaints in my outstanding tasks was brought up to my Director. Had some workaround to my bored down tasks as such, but hopefully she see the unfair spread of workload in the office, which I have been hinting her.

I am having goosebumps with the phrases "you get what I mean?" and "educate". I am not to blame for having a dazed or blur look, mind you!

Getaways-hiccups 

Another lesson learned when having such short-notice holiday plans. 1st thing is to check your passport's validity and if you need a Visa to that country. =[

Pooky returning with disappointment

Kermit!!

Yay!!! 2 hours of sewing and I'm done with my very first stuff toy, Kermit!! =D

Before

After!!

Just...... update.

The week begin with my new Zumba class on Monday! Yay!! Totally enjoying the dance and sweating it out makes me feel JUST so, healthy!

Sinful lunches at Ajisen for 2 consecutive days and Haagen daz treat from my Director for her promotion. Sighs, so much for the Zumba and aerobics. JUST when can I start my weight lose plan?!

Flag Day 2012, and operation was so much smoother than last year. But, getting myself stuck in the bank for the whole afternoon, only returning to the office when people are getting off the office is not something to be happy about. Working from 7.30am to 7.30pm on a Friday?! JUST where is my TGIF????

Shopping with the 2 young ladies is JUST awesome! Reminds me of the good old days when $20 shirt is considered expensive for me and how amazing the value of money changes as one's earning power grows.

Stepping into COACH and buying it for someone else is JUST so miserable for someone (me) who doesn't own a branded stuff (not to say my Tommy watch~). Aherm, can I have a branded farewell gift when it's my turn too? I want a Kate Spade or Loewe!!

Farewell Gift for Ernie

Private Emotions

"Every endless night has a dawning day; Every darkest sky has a shining ray..."

I am on the bus home now and the bus smells funny. Anyways, after working for the whole afternoon on a Good Friday, I met up with my buddy, Soon Lee at JCube, the old Jurong Entertainment Centre.

Open ice-skating place with spectators seats for viewing looks magnificent, but not with the crowd we were with today. The crowd spoiled our mood and plan dining there, so we went to IMM instead. The walk from the train station is especially long with the road block for a hospital construction. Nevertheless, we spit our sorrows at work, joked and teased each other throughout the journey.

Unlike the other friends who sympathized and stood by my behavior and sorrows at work, he provided me no emotional support, but solutions (not logical ones) to tackle these problems. I wasn't unhappy about the lack of emotional support; I was actually happy that I see some light in facing the challenges awaiting ahead for me every day.

Indulging in his Nepal and Egypt photos made me forget the unhappiness in work and I am now looking forward to my Medan trip in June! My camera has been isolated for quite some time and it's finally time to trigger my photography cells!

Shopping with him at Diaso for the first time was enjoying. Like a lady yet not a lady, we never missed any spots in the shop and finally gotten ourselves boxes for his Dental Equipment, mats for my office's discussion table and KK.

He is really a suave person. Without second thoughts, he suggested making a trip down Westmall for my 50L backpack despite the high possibility that the shops might be closed by the time we reach Westmall.

Fortunately, the shops were open and I've KIV-ed 3 backpacks now! Not really a wasted trip as I've learned a lot of information about choosing a good backpack from him! Traveler's indeed a traveler.

Thanks loads for the good night, Buddy! ♥

The Ship of Dreams

I will never let go of you, I promise.
Because; you jump, I jump.

I see love
I see fear
I see tears
I see death
I see happiness
I see selfishness 
I see conscience
I see anxiousness
I see desperateness
I see .....