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It has been a boring working week for me. With nothing to do at all! And i mean really on idle mode!! I was not given any tasks, i was juz deserted at my desk, reading a shipping book that my buddy borrowed from other colleague.

The book was quite interesting when i flipped through the first few pages, introduction to the shipping world, its terms, and there's some black & white pictures of the different ships and cargoes etc. But it became a "lullaby" book after hours of reading. Although i appear to have finished the whole book, only the knowledge from the 1st few hours of reading were stored in my brain. The rest? Hahahaa.. Hohohoo...

My boss have been on MC the 1st 2 days of the week, and that leaves me with no supervision, chatting happily with my buddy, through emails and playing excel games. Just when i thought "great, hes coming back tml, finally i can learn some pratical stuff"..my boss returned coughing and sneezing and he told me "sorry Denise, think you have to bear with me until i recover... But its good that you are reading the book".

=.= I was not at all glad that he'd "praised" me, coz im not at all enjoying the reading!!! Duh!! The only thing that im looking fwd to since hes not going to teach me for the week is meetings! But, there's only 2 meetings this week! And all is done within the short 1.5 hr! *sob sob*

Today, im left alone in the room. My boss's on half day and my buddy's on a day. Shiok right? A room to myself? But guess i am never satisfied. Though i can do whatever things that i want, but i cant stop but keep thinking that i am not contributing to the wealth of the company. At least, im not working for my salary! (><)

Sometimes I'm just so irritated by myself. Why think so much? Why complain so much? Got things to do complain, no things to do also complain. Haiz..

I'm bored~~~