有感而发 VIII

有时候，你不想想的事情比必须想的事情还多。
越是不想去在乎，就越是在乎。

就好比如瘦身吧。

看到你的体重渐渐的减轻，想说“太好了！不用那么积极减肥了！”。。
但你还是不由自主地尝试更多不一样的减肥方法，丝毫一点满足感都没有。

问。。

若那人或事物是你不在乎的，你还会那么烦恼吗？
若你在乎的人或事物不存在了，你会开心、快乐吗？
若你没烦恼，但不快乐，那你满足吗？

人啊人，怎么会拥有那么复杂的脑袋？

“I wish I could go travelling again~”

I’m hearing this song ‘I wish I could go travelling again’ by Stacey Kent in the middle of my work and I suddenly have the urge to go backpacking alone!

Recalling the first memorable trip on board cruising, crossing over on my first budget airplane and ferry rides to Hong Kong and Taipei, and the recent non-budget airline to Perth.

It was real fun getting out of the country, with my family and friends. Seeing different things in different countries and enjoying the relaxing life spending the days just shopping, eating, laughing and walking aimlessly, stress-free.

A few years back a friend of mine suggested going backpacking for a period of time when we have the money, time and freedom.

And last year, another friend of mine suggested some ‘experience working in overseas’ package.

I was really tempted.

But I have to come to the reality.

The travelling life that I enjoy is a relaxing one. Free from stressing about losing your way, adapting to the lifestyle of the locals, working for a living and many more.

I don’t think I’ll be able to survive independently in a foreign country (I’m not even totally independent here!), and most important of all, I don’t think I am bright enough to see things. I can even get cheated of my sympathy towards a stranger asking money from me when he has sufficient to pay for his purchases~

In short, it should be the exploring journey & quality time spent with the friends around me that I enjoy?

IT knowledge advancement… Stagnant/DEAD

Experienced the same Internet problem again yesterday and this time round, I’ve decided to try the method I did on last Friday night that surprisingly restored my Internet connection – unplug the cables and plugging them back.

Well, sad to say it didn’t work this time and I’ve decided to call the “suicidal hotline” that BIL calmly sms-ed to this drama mama me the first time when I went all irritable and anxious about the problem.

I am very thankful and glad that the helpdesk’s personnel who attended to me were very patient in explaining the procedures in restoring my Internet connection.

But I think I’ve made a fool of myself when she asked about my Modem model, IP address, Login password, and the steps she directed me like “go to start, run and key xxxxx” and “paste xxxxx on internet address box”.

I was like, “erm.. where to find this and that information”, “where’s the ‘run’ icon?” and “where’s the box?”.

It’s only after the conversation that I realized I’ve made a complete fool of myself! ~.~

“Ma’am, there’s no run icon and you can see it at where where where after you pressed your ‘start’ button at the toolbar you see on your PC”…

“Ma’am, you can’t see a box on your desktop screen, you have to go to the Internet Explorer and type on the address bar where you always type ‘www.’”…

*digs a hole*

Internet down!

I hate it when I experience IT problems!

Internet was down last night and I am so lost! Tried restarting my Netbook, modem, wireless connection and called friends for help.

Thanks all especially Yannie! Internet’s still down after we spoke but at least he have kind of “comforted” me. I appreciate that and the morning concerns from you and I apologise for interrupting your date with your girlfriend, but no bargaining of treats from me! =x

Shall see whether it’s working tonight~

Sigh…. I simply can't live without the Internet now!