Nice Gathering

Havent been meeting up with the guys (Jun Wei, Tong, Ben & JY) since i think Janice's 21st Birthday? Haha! Whoa.. that's like almost 2yrs? Lol..

Meeting up with them really make me feel that we've grown up. From the playful ignorance days to now where everybody is settling down to their future career path. Jun wei's seriously matured to one who's finally concern with his academic (flying over to AU for studies) and Tong's seriously in to his future career as a financial adviser, reading up on financial issues even before his semesters start in NUS. Ben? Haha.. indescribable comments.

Seeing everyone with a path in mind, i suddenly feel kinda depressed. Not yet a stable job after graduation made me feel kinda useless and hopeless? Haha.. Why do i see everybody getting a job so quickly after grad and im still stucked here aimlessly? Im very unsure of my career path. Aiming for a job i like or aiming for a job that's relevant to my degree?

Initially i was very sure that i will go for a job that interests me. But now, after what my father and friends have said, "working for one that's relevant to my degree, whether you like it or not, gaining experience while you are still fresh is the priority. Years down the road, you can still go for your dream job", i begin to have second thoughts.

Some even say "follow your heart"... How am i going to follow my heart when im not even sure of my heart? Hahaha.....