Threatened

Slept at 5am++ ystd night. Shacked! Was chatting online and subsequently on the phone until 5am++. Another level up! Gosh.. sometimes i really wonder, whether there's any legal job like phone or virtual chatting and where you can earn a fortune by purely listening. Hahaha!

Woke up and the 1st thing that came to my head is - Shit.. Gotta face the OOOhhh guy on Mon again. Kept thinking about the "threaten" he gave on friday. Indirectly saying that if i continue to keep quiet, not asking him questions, he'll sack me like what he did to one of my predecessors.

Well.. He asked me on fri whether 'I understand everything' or 'I am not interested', i gave him a "im in the middle of both" answer. He was like "Cannot lar~! There's no middle answer.". What?!?! Its true that i dont understand everything and I am still in the progress of building my interest in the industry (which should take a long~ time) what. Lame lor..

I was thinking.. there are pros and cons if he sacked me. Pros is that i wont have to face him and his Ooohhs ever and i wont have to rack my brain thinking whether im cut out for this job. Cons is.. It will leave a black mark on my resume - I did not leave willingly. But most importantly...

I WILL MISS THE NICE COLLEAGUES IVE MET THERE!! and I WILL MISS THE FUN & LAUGHTER (campus-like life) THERE!!

Alice, Yannie, Melv, Benne, Lawrence, Toby.. You are listed in the "missing log".

Why is there always something out of the perfect picture? Why cant there be a happy ending, a balance to everything? Haix~

But one thing true that Lili mentioned before - Don expect much if you dont have the capability (没有那么大的本事，就不要勉强自己做你做不成的事~) Yah.. I completely agree...

*nod head