Just for thought~

As I’m on idle mode most of the time, I have been thinking and reflecting a lot lately.
It’s inevitable that one’s personality and beliefs changes as you grow together with the change in your environment and many more~

I have always been wondering whether there’s anyone around me that truly understands and accepts me for being who I am. (Conclusion: I do have!☺) This means I need not be a “clown” or an entertaining character in my life.

I will at times feel inferior of my views and the things I do. Somehow, it’s like a feeling of you’re always in the wrong, and others are always in the right. Your views makes no senses at all and it’s simply unacceptable and not worth the time pondering or even listening.

It’s partly because of these that at many times withdraw me from sharing my thoughts or even speaking. I actually do feel tired when all I get are negative responses or ignorance.

But surely I don’t have to change myself and my views, in order for people to accept me right? So what if I’ve changed my beliefs blah blah? People do change and people around you have the options of whether or not to accept you and this includes accepting your changes.

You don’t have to feel uncomfortable with statements like “You’re a changed person now~” (erm, this does not applies to changes that brings torment to yourself, your family and the law etc). It’s you and you have to be proud and accept it graciously.

Anyway, that’s just some of my thoughts, not trying to have a debating session here~ =x