Ive been having this feeling this week. Am I leaving the company for good or is the company ditching me for good?
When Joane tendered, it took weeks for us to find a suitable replacement, and we're still finding her replacement now. When I tender, only a week later, my replacement is recruited and will be reporting to work on this coming Monday.
Looking at the corporate view, its good as Sheri wont be handling all the PMO work herself after i leave. But, deep down personally.. I got a feeling that they're happy to shoo me off.. Finally?
Days ago.. Sheri said something to me that kinda disappoint me. "Chingu.. why everybody keep coming to me for tasks addition ah? They seem to forget about your presence.. Hahah". Forget my presence while im still here? So fast? I felt like crying at that moment.
I had a enjoyable time working with the Indians. They taught me a lot not only from the working perspective, but also from the cultural perspective. I used to be a racist person especially to the Indians coz they looked scary, pervert-ive and dirty. But im no longer racist against them now. They're fun people to work with. Really.
I start to think. Whether its all a one-sided feeling from the beginning? I enjoyed working with them and will surely remember the happy memories I had with them. What about them? Will they remember me too? Will they miss the 'Shuin' they always call? Will Malik miss his "sister"? Will Mahesh miss his "dear"? Will Seany miss shouting "go home so early again"?
That day, when Ms See asked me whether Im excited about the new job.. I gave her a "NO". Think i finally understand how Jan felt when she was about to start her job at Deloitte. No excitements, but rather.. Mixed feelings.
Leaving from my comfort zone gave me a sense of insecurity. Kept asking papa about budgeting.. management accounting etc.. Told papa about what a used-to-be-friend of mine critic-ed about my new job and new company.
Haix.. I gotta move out of my comfort zone, work hard and stay focus in my new work! Like what Mr Yeo said about the giving of name card scenario.. I will always remember it!
When Joane tendered, it took weeks for us to find a suitable replacement, and we're still finding her replacement now. When I tender, only a week later, my replacement is recruited and will be reporting to work on this coming Monday.
Looking at the corporate view, its good as Sheri wont be handling all the PMO work herself after i leave. But, deep down personally.. I got a feeling that they're happy to shoo me off.. Finally?
Days ago.. Sheri said something to me that kinda disappoint me. "Chingu.. why everybody keep coming to me for tasks addition ah? They seem to forget about your presence.. Hahah". Forget my presence while im still here? So fast? I felt like crying at that moment.
I had a enjoyable time working with the Indians. They taught me a lot not only from the working perspective, but also from the cultural perspective. I used to be a racist person especially to the Indians coz they looked scary, pervert-ive and dirty. But im no longer racist against them now. They're fun people to work with. Really.
I start to think. Whether its all a one-sided feeling from the beginning? I enjoyed working with them and will surely remember the happy memories I had with them. What about them? Will they remember me too? Will they miss the 'Shuin' they always call? Will Malik miss his "sister"? Will Mahesh miss his "dear"? Will Seany miss shouting "go home so early again"?
That day, when Ms See asked me whether Im excited about the new job.. I gave her a "NO". Think i finally understand how Jan felt when she was about to start her job at Deloitte. No excitements, but rather.. Mixed feelings.
Leaving from my comfort zone gave me a sense of insecurity. Kept asking papa about budgeting.. management accounting etc.. Told papa about what a used-to-be-friend of mine critic-ed about my new job and new company.
Haix.. I gotta move out of my comfort zone, work hard and stay focus in my new work! Like what Mr Yeo said about the giving of name card scenario.. I will always remember it!
(My desk at FDI.. I will always remember~)
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