Low Low Low Low

Friend Leaving

My friend is going back to where she belong and this means I'll increase my level as a quirkyalone very soon. But halt.... Does that mean I'll have more chances to travel? =]

"Sibling"-Ship 

Mr Yeo marked a semicolon in his relationship with his ex-girlfriend and just when he thought the relationship might be better during/after the cooling period, situation turned worse and he pronounce "dead" in this 2.5yrs relationship. I've been through this and the only advice to him is "face it".

Work Anxiety

I'm seriously feeling useless in every projects that I'm involved. The minimal comments I gave was always ignored/rejected and the feeling of being treated like an immature working adult sucks. 6 years of working experience and yet I'm being treated like a small kid. Anything to do with my looks? I second that. Just because I choose to behave bubbly when talking to my colleagues and be silent in most discussion/decision making doesn't mean I have no adequate judgement that I ought to show.

Colleagues are being non-cooperative and this causes a delay in my work that the auditor need. My fault? Why is it so that arrows are always pointing at me when I am just a worker. I really drag being in a coordinator role in every job that I've done. I am utterly disappointed with the management, still. Always not knowing (or don't even give a damn) to the things that I'm doing. Just because as an OCD, I clear my tray (my fault again for hating to see things laying in my in-tray?) fast and my documents are always neatly placed on my desk; I am being seen as though I don't have work to do? Nonsense.

Nevertheless, I'm actually happy that the complaints in my outstanding tasks was brought up to my Director. Had some workaround to my bored down tasks as such, but hopefully she see the unfair spread of workload in the office, which I have been hinting her.

I am having goosebumps with the phrases "you get what I mean?" and "educate". I am not to blame for having a dazed or blur look, mind you!

Getaways-hiccups 

Another lesson learned when having such short-notice holiday plans. 1st thing is to check your passport's validity and if you need a Visa to that country. =[

Pooky returning with disappointment